Sunday, June 1, 2008
Today, I wasn't in a very perfect mood. Today, something very important in my life is not here. Or rather, someone. But I cannot blame him for not talking to me because it was partly my fault to leave him all alone for church. The next thing i know is that he got mad and blocked me. One whole day without him is just different. Everything is not the same. Things started to seem boring all of a suddent, life is so lonely. I didn't know what to do but to hope that he would come back.
At night, my very good friend sent me this bible verse, But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persute you, Matthew 5:44. From then i realized that God is trying to tell me to pray to Him. So i did. I prayed and blessed everyone, asked for forgiveness. I almost cried. I told all my problems to Lord. He heard my prayer. After that I went and do my things as usual. Everything was fine untill I started getting mad at him. I cannot forgive him for blocking me and not talking to me, i tried to calm down and ask myself, why am i mad. Then, my friend sent me another verse, Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is writen: "It is mine to revenge; I will repay," says the Lord. Romans 12:19. From that moment, i realized that i have to reason to get mad all I have to do is to leave everything to God. And so did. I relaxed and chatted with my friend. And you know what? He came back.
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