Monday, February 23, 2009
I finally turned 14. It was my birthday yesterday and daddy bought me a new phone the day before. It was the same model as most of my classmate's. Seriousy, this phone owns my class. Loads of people in my class have it. Cool eh? I's a walkman phone so it can store lots of songs. Dad also bought me a 4gig memory card. It's so cool, now I listen to songs whenever I like and take videos more often!! Yay!! Thanks Dad! And mom, she bought me some cake. I missed the taste of a cake, believe it or not, it's been a year since I last ate one. Then my tuition teacher bought me another cake and celebrated with me during tuition time. I love my tuition teacher. And lastly, my friends bought me presents too. Regina bought me a pair of sun glasses and Tammy's one is still a mystary. I wonder what it is.. And i loove supprises!!
♥Angel
Randomzz..
True love is from the deepest ends of one's heart. Only the right person can unlock it.
9:05 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
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The Gift of Love
Inside the darkest cave, there sat a king. He was no ordinary king, but he was the vampire king. As you know, all kings have their beloved queens, and here she flies into the cave with her delicate wings.
She hugged him tight and kissed him with passion, but there was something wrong, the king was depressed. A long time ago she was an Angel from high above the heavens, who saved this king from the darkness. Then she became a vampire just like him, for she sacrifised her white feathered wings and became one with darkness. Everything was so perfect between them, untill that night, when the king of all vampires remembered his sorrow. He was falling back into the dark.
He walked towards the enterence of the cave, feeling the cool gentle breeze blowing in his face. He sigh and looked at the pond, ever so dark like we was once before. The reflection of the full moon was ever so perfect on the still dark pond, he looked up and spreaded out his solid black wings. The queen looked at him with worrying eyes.
"What seem to be troubling my king?" she asked softly. Just then, he flew over to the middle of the pond, flapping his dark bat-like wings to keep himself hovering above the water. She looked at him with fear, almost watering out as tears when she heard those words. "This is what I was before you saved me..." he reached out his hand to touched the dark cold water. "So dark and cold..."
The queen opened her folded wings and fly towards him, just then, he stopped flapping and falls into the deep dark pond, sinking into the bottom slowly. "No!" She dives into the water after her love, reaching out her hand, trying to grab his. As he reached out his hand and meet her's, there was a voice appearing in the queen's mind, "Angel, why do you still follow me, into the darkest reaches of my soul?" She replies, "Because I love you.. Because I never want you to be in the dark once again..."
She couldn't hold her breath any longer, yet she was still sinking with him. He looks into her eyes and theres was the voice again, in her head. "If I don't let you go, I will distroy us both." Suddently, there was a force pushing her up to the surface, her heart was pounding fast as she struggles to swim back to him. It was no use, she kept going up. Sorrow crawls within her heart as she floats to the surface with her face above the water. Her tears running from her eyes as she mummered softly, "My king... Please... Return... To me..." As the clouds blocked the moonlight, she passed out as she drifted to the side of the lake.
Hours later when she woke up, she found herself in the cave that she knew so well. The cave when she and her love had lived for so long. She found herself crying out again, just then there was familiar voice coming from beside her. "Are you alright?" She looked at the stranger, a man who looked just like her king but he was human.
She get up suddently and flew out of the cave and dives into what she saw as a pond. She got up and realises that it was just a grassy plain, she wasn't in the world that she was from anymore. "Are you alright? You just dove into some grass." the stranger rushed towards her, asking. "And where did you get those wings?" he points to the wings behind her that turned pure feathery white.
She screamed out her love's name with tears pouring out of her beautiful eyes. "Where are you, my king?! Where are you?!" The man looked at her curiously and asked, "Who is this king you are speaking of? Oh and let me introduce myself, my name is Mark." She looksed at the man with eyes opened wide, as if she knows him. She remembered that her king's name was Mark, she remembered how they met and all the perfect times. All her tears reflected her love's memories and everything else that they did together. "My.. My name is Angel..."
As she held her hand over her chest, she felt a necklace hanging over her neck. When she held the pandent up to look at it, it was a bright silver cross with a crystal, a pure black crystal in the middle of it. As she sun shone above the two of them, it reflected an image that she knew so well. It was the image of her love. She held it tight in her palm, praying that he would return to her once again and never again will she lose him.
The dark aura as all around it, she tries to remove but she couldn't. "I'm not suppriced if you couldn't remove it." says the man. He walks closer to her then trips over the rock accidently, knocking her over. The necklace got knocked out of her neck and fell onto the grassy floor and disappeared before her eyes. All of a suddent, everything from the past... Love, happiness, emotions, memories of her beloved ans all those adventures that they had went through her mind. She closed her eyes, enduring all the pain cutting through her veins. As she reopens them, she found that she was at the very spot. That cold dark night where she had lost her only love, the place that she knew so well... It was then she heard a familiar voice, a voice that she loved. She turned around and saw him. It was him, her love. Those unwavering eyes, the dark wings on his back and all that she kenw. It was him, her king. She fell to her knees as sorrow crawls within her heart.
The man walked through the image. "he is still here with you, even if you can not see him. He is there, in your heart. A part of you, forever. But still, its sad that you don't recognize me, even as I stand before you..." "I was so blind... So blind indeed..." She looked into his eyes, almost bursting into tears again. There was a long pause, finally he spoke, "Love blinds us all, even when we see clearly."
He disappeared from her sight as she walked towards him.
All of a suddent she appeared in front of him, without a necklace, wings or even fangs. She have become a human. "Are you alright? Why are you crying?" He asked kindly. She looked around as the sun shone upon them. All that she see was the familliar looking man. "What are we doing here? What is your name anyway, my name is Mark. You... You look familiar." She looked at him as pieces of her memories faded away. Everything that she remembered, everything that she had been through. "I... uhh.. My name is Angel. You look familliar to, what are we doing here?"
"It feels warm doesn't it? It may sound crazy but it feels like I've never felt the sun before."
"Yeah... It's so strange..."
"Well, for some reason, I have a basket of food in my hands, would you like to go up that hill and have a picnic with me?"
She nods and they walked up the gentle hill. It felt like everything is starting over again. All the memories were gone but there is one final piece that kept deep in her heart. It cannot be replaced nor can it be removed. It was the memory of his love. As a gentle breeze blows in her face, a single tear fell from her eye, but it wasn't grief.
They were at the top of the hill, he saw a tree that had the words "eternally yours" carved on it. He remembers for a moment, a feeling of someone that he loved with all his soul. She held his hand without a thought and blushed when they looked at each other. they stroll towards the tree and sat there to have their picnic. She looked at the sky and feels that she is not alone. She felt the warmth of love, she smiled as they looked at each other.
5:29 PM
To Miss Abraham
The sun arose in the chilly morning, a sharp voice pierced into my dreams. "Wake up! It's six!" It was the voice that I've heard all my life, the voice of my mother, the mother who took care of me for thirteen years and eleven months.
As I stepped into the bathroom floor, the reflection lay on the mirror, it was me, an ordinary girl who lived a lonesom life. This is how it all started, from early hours of the morning to late noon. I've never failed to be early for school, never failed to be in the class I should be. I've never failed the trust of my mother, I was always in a place where learning never stops, a place where it changed my life.
As I wonder around the third floor, I've always thought of things that happened in the past. Have I done wrong or have I not? Every single thing of the past went through my mind like a river flowing fast. At last Iwent to my class, a familiar place that I've always been in. I took a book and went into the hall, where the mother of the school is waiting for her children to sattle down.
I sat down silently with my class, wondering why was she such a wise lady? How did she get all the knowledge that I don't have? I looked at her quietly, amazed yet afraid.
She began the lesson by telling us a story. A story of how a girl treated the poor boy, a story that taught about love and kindness. I was deeply touched. I listened to her meaningful speech as other children chatted among themselves. Then, she said something that deeply carved onto my heart, it was about how we didn't have a choice to be how we look like or what race we are. Many were racist and yet they didn't have a choice to be what they are pr how they look like.
I listened to her when she asked a question, a question that I knew so well. I ran towards the stage with two other guys running pass me. They were too fast, I couldn't catch up. I wanted to answer her but I thought I didn't have a chance. Just then, she called me to the stage. But why me? Was it because I was the odd one out emong all the boys? Or was it because I was the slowest? I stood beside her, feeling very awkward in front of all the children. I looked at her and saw her smile as she begin telling them my character. I never thought that I was as good as she described, because in my mind, I was nothing but a weakling. I was nothing but a little seed waiting to be noticed.
I was speechless, and smiling at the same time. I looked at her and she handed me the microphone. I answered her question quickly with a shy soft voice as I just wanted to get away from the stage, away from the gossips of those who are looking at me.
I handed the microphone back but she pushed back to me and told me to repeat with a more confident voice. So I did what she said. She smiled and handed me a box of chocolate then I return to my place. As I walked, I thought of all kinds of things. Why did she praised me? I sat down quietly again, looking at her. Just then, I realised that I should be a better person. I must change my real self within me to be like what she said. I must cut all my bad habbits and walk in the path of God. I musn't stray away and be like a wilting flower along the roadside. I have to be strong, and be like her one day.
From then when I went back home, I sat here at this very spot. I typed this story to her, because I know that I am not alone anymore. Becuase I know that my life will change for the better. Because of her, Miss Rachel Abraham, I will be a better person. There is no word in the world on how I can express my thank to her, but to write it out and tell the world that I love her. Now all I can say is "thank you".
Thank you Miss Abraham. May God bless you always.
♥Angel
4:47 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Yesterday, the whole class went crazy when a replacement teacher came into our class to teach english. (Basicly cause my teach is pregnant and yeah.. lol God bless her.) Anyways, we made alot of noice and the boys were running all over the place. And, some guy went to the patched-up wall and made a hole through it using a pen-knife and the broken handle of a broom lol!!. He got half way through (4 inches) when the teacher was standing behind him. We were laughing like shit and making fun of the damn hole lmao!!
And early this afternoon, someone was playing with the fire alarm and the class was going in and out of the class!! We were playing and laughing like crazy and joking about that guy who went to the toilet and never came back till after school!! We were saying that he probaly got scared out of his shit that the school is on fire while peeing HAHA!! We thought that he would run to the field then realize that no one is there then run to the general office and freak out. What a crazy class I'm in lol!!
♥Angel
P.S. I have uploaded the videos to my channel. Go have a look at them and enjoy yourself by laughing at the random stuff me and mint filmed.
RANDOM CRAP!!!
You just wasted a few seconds of your life reading this.
5:26 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
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It's the time of the year again!! It's Valentine's Day!! A day where couples get together, friends meet up and go crazy with chocolates, where a new love is born!! Watch out people! Cupid is out there shooting love arows at everyone! :D
I't been a wonderful valentines day, so how was yours? Share with me. Well mine was loving.
I got up this morning, pissed off cause I couldn't get my game character to level up haha. But in the end, I did get her to level up and not only that, people were so friendly towards each other. It's really nice to see couples loving each other and friends giving out chocolates. So lovely..
Well I hope your valentines day is awesome. I love you peoplez!! ♥ HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! ♥
♥Angel
Random.. VALENTINES SPECIAL!!!♥
Love is in the air, I can smell it!! *sniff sniff* Mmm.. Is that Cupid's fart..?
7:21 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
It's valentines day eve, and it lies on a Friday. Well, it's just Friday the 13th. Some people believed that we should ask for a date on this day but i don't believe so. It's just another random day when people go to work, go to school and do whatever humans do. Nothing to do with bad luck or horible day or black cats or whatever.
Well my class did get punnished by the DM but it's our fault though, we made too much noise in class. We also couldn't walk quietly in twos cause of some random monkeys who couldn't stop playing a fool. And today when i wanted to go out with my brother but I was late for 10 mins then he said that the meeting was cancelled. Well my fault too but it's cause of mom, she wants me to eat just before i left the house. Too bad, so i just told him to go if he wants to. Who cares anyway, we live to die.
♥Angel
Random random...
Happy Valentines Day!!!♥ And havve a rotten day..
6:41 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
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I've asked my mom for permision to make cookies(i know this is rediculous but she complains about everything, she's an ass), but she disagreed just cause it's inconvenient. As if she is the one making it, I'm the one who is going to make cookies, not her. She wants me to cook for here and yeah I wanted to make cookies for her but she didn't allow it.
At first, she said that it was ok as long as I clean things up but then all of a suddent, she disagreed.. Damn i hate her so much.. I guess there won't be any valentines cookie this valentines day...
♥Angel
LOL RANDOM WORD!!!!
Apple + Chocolate = Chacople
LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9:43 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
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Just got back from the Peranakan museum and it was awesome!! It's nice and i learnt lot's of stuff and know more about their traditions and culture. It was cool cause i was waiting for another field trip, I'm dying from all the boring classrooms and books.
Anyways, Valentines day is coming and I'm so looking forward to it. Not that I'm taken or anything but I'm escited cause' I'm gonna bake some Random Valentine Cookies for my friends and classmates. First time baking some random cookies so i hope it turns out alright lol!!
♥Angel
Uh... Random Word...?
CHOCOLATER!!!!! LOL
7:21 PM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Been alone these days, alone at home.. Looking for attention.. Kinda sad and depressed. Been listening to this song that makes me cry, Why by Secondhand Serenade. But well, it hurts when I remember the past. I've told myself that the past is the past, but yet I can't seem to let go of it. It hurts so much, if only someone would understand.. If only someone would give me some attention.. Some love... But I know for sure, God loves us all more than anything else, just like how your parents treat you like their treasure. Rough times are rough times, but there are times when you truely enjoy the meaning of love... God's love...
♥Angel
Random Saying...
To every action, there is a consiquence. Deal with it, do not run like a coward.
7:21 PM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
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Me and Qing Yee have been friends since we were 11. We ended up in the same secondary school by supprice because we didn't know which school are both of us going to be. We live in the same town and we take the same train and bus home everyday. In the year 2008, we were not so close to each other as we don't have the same CCA (AKA: After-school activity) and I find her quite annoying cause she's always hyper lol... Anyways, Qing Yee and I have been making random videos lately, almost everywhere we go. We film at the MRT station, school library, lifts and many more weird places. I'll soon update my YouTube channel and upload my videos there. Since then i got to know her more and we got closer to each other. Isn't it cool? And well the videos are random and funny so i hope you guys can go check it out and laugh. If you find it lame, then just not laugh. Oh, and please, for the love of God, DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT EVER post vulgarities or whatever mean comments. I REALLY REALLY HATE it, and if I find anyone of those, the person who sent it will get it from me. And I mean it..
♥Angel
P.S. If you find Qing Yee hard to pronounce, just call her Mint.
RANDOM ADVERTISMENT!!!! LOL!!!!
Energizer Condom: It goes on and on and on and on
6:23 PM
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